[Chorus]
Sayin´ goodbye, sayin´ goodbye to Hollywood
Sayin´ goodbye, sayin´ goodbye to Hollywood
Sayin´ goodbye, sayin´ goodbye to Hollywood
Sayin´ goodbye, sayin´ goodbye to Hollywood
{Hollywood}, sayin´ goodbye, sayin´ goodbye to Hollywood
{Why do I feel this way}, sayin´ goodbye, sayin´ goodbye to Hollywood
Sayin´ goodbye, sayin´ goodbye to Hollywood
Sayin´ goodbye, sayin´ goodbye to Hollywood
[Verse 1]
I thought I had it all figured out, I did
I thought I was tough enough to stick it out with Kim
But I wasn´t tough enough to juggle two things at once
I found myself layin´ on my knees in cuffs
Which should´ve been a reason enough, for me to get my stuff and just leave
How come I couldn´t see this shit myself, it´s just me
Nobody couldn´t see the shit I felt
Knowin´ damn well she wasn´t gonna be there when I fell, to catch me
The minute shit was heated she just bailed
i´m standin´ here swingin´ on like thirty people by myself
I couldn´t even see the millimetere when it fell
Turned around saw Gary stashin´ the heater in his belt
Saw the bouncers rush him and beat him to the ground
I just sold two million records, I don´t need to go to jail
I´m not about to lose my freedom over no female
I need to slow down
Try to get my feet on solid ground, so for now i´m...
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[Verse 2]
Bury my face in comic books, cause I don´t want to look
At nothin´, this world´s too much
I´ve swallowed all I could
If I could swallow a bottle of tylenol I would, and end it for good
Just say goodbye to Hollywood
I probably should, these problems are piling all at once
Cause everything that bothers me, I got it bottled up
I think i´m bottomin´ out
But i´m not about to give up, I gotta get up
Thank God, I got a little girl
And I´m a responsible father
So not a lot of good, i´d be to my daughter layin´ in the bottom of the mud
Must be in my blood cause I don´t know how I do it
All I know is I don´t want to follow in the footsteps of my dad
Cause I hate him so bad
The worst fear that I had was growin´ up to be like his fuckin´ ass, man
If you could understand why I am the way that I am
What do I say to my fans, when I tell ´em i´m...
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[Verse 3]
I don´t wanna quit, but shit, I feel like this is it
For me to have this much appeal like this is sick
This is not a game, this fame, in real life this is sick
Publicity stunt my ass, conceal my fuckin´ dick
Fuck the guns, i´m done, i´ll never look at gats
If I scrap, i´ll scrap like I ain´t never whooped some ass
I love my fans
But no one ever puts a grasp on the fact i´ve sacrificed everything I have
I never dreamt i´d get to the level that i´m at, this is whack
This is more than I ever could of asked
everywhere I go, a hat, a sweater hood, or mask
What about math, how come I wasn´t ever good at that
It´s like the boy in the bubble, who never could adapt, i´m trapped
If I could go back, I never woulda rapped
I sold my soul to the devil, i´ll never get it back
I just wanna leave this game with level head intact
Imagine goin´ from bein´ a no one to seein´,
everything blow up and all you did was just grow
up emceeing
It´s fuckin´ crazy
Cause all I wanted was to give Hailie the life I never had
But instead I forced us to live alienated, so i´m sayin´...
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[Outro]
Goodbye, goodbye Hollywood, {Goodbye},
please don´t cry for me, when i´m gone for good, {this shit is not for me},
so goodbye, goodbye Hollywood,
{i´m not a fuckin´ star}, please don´t cry
for me, when I´m gone for good, {i´m goin´ back home}...