Itīs been 10 years of investment
Itīs been one foot in and one out
Itīs been 4 days of ??
and I feel snuffed out
Itīs been 33 years of restraining
Of trying to control this tumult
How I did invest in such fantasy
But my nervous system has worn out
I feel done, I feel raked over coals
and all that remains is the case
That itīs a bitch to grow up
Iīve repeated this dance ad-nauseum
Thereīs still something to learn that Iīve not
Iīm told to see this as divine perfection
But my bones donīt feel this perfection
I feel done, I feel raked over coals
and all that remains is the case
That itīs a bitch to grow up
Iīve spent life hovering above bottom
Thinking I canīt survive whatīs below
But Iīve known through the kicking and screaming
That there was no other direction to go
I feel done, I feel raked over coals
and all that remains is the case
That itīs a bitch to grow up
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