You´re my best friend No you´re not You´re my sister, stay in your place I can´t pretend that you´re not Threatening to me,l need my space I´m not lying, I value survival Over you
I´m on my own No I´m not I´ve my sister to fight for me I can´t pretend that you won´t Cause you love myself more than me I´m not lying, so often you choose me Over you
And I´ve tried to heal the wounds Make it as if it never was And I know I´ve done my best But I can never heal the scars
I wanna say I´m sorry but I know I´ll do it again I´ll do it again I know what I did but I still don´t know the reason I wanna say I´m sorry but I know I´ll do it again I´ll do it again I´ll do it to you I don´t wanna hurt you anymore
I pull you close Feel your love Then I push you away from me Protect myself I´m not safe when my boundaries are violated And it´s kill or die So I choose me Over you
ADD is my excuse And with my excuse I shot you down And I know I´ve got to change But I can never work out how
How can I say I´m sorry when I know I´ll do it again Do it again I know what I did but I still don´t know the reason I wanna say I´m sorry but I know I´ll do it again I´ll do it again I´ll do it to you I don´t wanna hurt you anymore
Lash out in anger Hit the wrong target My little sister
No matter what I say I love you so much I cannot leave But when family get too close I always find it hard to breathe
How can I say I´m sorry when I know I´ll do it again I´ll do it again I know what I did but I still don´t know the reason How can I say I´m sorry when I know I´ll do it again I´ll do it again I´ll do it to you I don´t wanna hurt you anymore
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