Ha ha ha ha ha ha uhh
See to live is to suffer but to survive
well thatīs to find meaning in the suffering.
[Chorus]
Ay yo Iīm slippinī Iīm fallinī I canīt get up
Ay yo Iīm slippinī Iīm fallinī I canīt get up
Ay yo Iīm slippinī Iīm fallinī I gots to get up
Get me back on my feet so I can tear shit up!
[Repeat]
[1]
I been through mad different phases like Masons
to find my way & now I know that happy days are not far away
If Iīm strong enough Iīll live long enough to see my kids
doing something more constructive with they time
than bids I know because I been there
now Iīm in there sit back & look
at what it took for me to get there
First came the bullshit the drama with my mama
she got on the fly shit until i split
and said that Iīma be that seed
that doesnīt need much to succeed
strapped with mad greed and a heart that doesnīt bleed
Iīm ready for the world or at least I thought I was
bagginī niggas when I caught a buzz
for thinking about how short I was
Going too fast it wouldnīt last but yo I couldnīt tell
group homes & institutions, prepare my ass for jail
They put me in a situation forcinī me to be a man
when I was just learninī to stand without a helpinī hand
Damn, was it my fault, somethinī I did
to make a father leave his first kid at 7 doinī my first bid?
Back on the scene at 14 with a scheme
to get more cream than Iīd ever seen in a dream
and by all means I will be living high off the hog
and I never gave a fuck about much but my dog
Thatīs my only motherfucka I had offered my last
Just another little nigga headed nowhere fast
[Chorus]
[2]
That ainīt the half shit getīs worse as I get older
actions become bolder heart got colder
chip on my shoulder that I dared a nigga to touch
didnīt need a click cause I scared a nigga that much
One deep went to for kicks
catchinī vicks throwinī bricks gettin by beinī slick
used to get high to get by used to have to puff my L
in the morning before I get fly
I ate something a couple of forties made me hate somethinī
I did some coke now Iīm ready to take something
3 years later showing signs of stress
didnīt keep my hair cut or give a fuck how I dressed
Iīm possessed by the darker side livinī the cruddy life
Shit like this kept a nigga with a bloody knife
wanna make records but Iīm fucking it up
Iīm slippinī Iīm fallinī I canīt get up
[Chorus]
[3]
Wasnīt long before I hit rock bottom
Niggas talking shit like damn look how that rock got him
Open like a window no more Indo look at a video
sayinī to myself that couldīve been yo on the TV
believe me it could be done somethinīs got to give
itīs got to change cause Iīve got a son
Iīve got to do the right thing for shorty
and that means no more getting high drinking forties
So I get back lookinī type slick again
Fake niggas jump back on my dick again
Nothinī but love for those that know how it feel
& much respect to all my niggas that kept it real
Kept a nigga strong kept a nigga from doin wrong
Niggas know who they is and this is yo fuckinī song
and to my boo who stuck with a nigga through
all the bullshit youīll get yours because itīs due
[Chorus]
canīt get up...I gots to get up
This is from the heart baby, donīt get it twisted
Ahh X RATED!!!!!
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