I Refuse To Keep On Living

Red, blood red, no matter where I look at I'm waiting in a sea of blood Where has time gone, what has happened in the dark? Memories of fear, cries, noise, silence A new day, old routine I refuse to keep on living such a sad life Help me out, I try to run away Help me out, I know you can save me today Save me this time A new day, old routine I refuse to keep on living such a sad life Red, blood red, no matter where I look at I'm waiting in a sea of blood I'll go out into the street, staring eyes Laughing mouths, what have I done What have I missed? (I run to escape from this storm of ignorance But no matter where I end, ignorance) Help me out, I try to run away Help me out, I know you can save me today Save me this time (The dark, I enjoy the silence, no one there I see my self, circling wild, time lapse) Am I at home, am I save? I look into the mirror, screaming Laughter, worse than before Help me out, I try to run away, help me out I know you can save me today, save me this time